Today I felt something,
I felt weird,
At first, it felt good and everything was normal,
But then I think again,
Thinking of something which I thought I would obtain,
But then again,
I think...
How good it is if it is true?
The feelings are bothering me.
I don't know why and I couldn't control it,
Each and everytime I think of it, I will have that unpleasant feeling,
It is not something bad,
But it is something which words can't be described.
It is deep within you,
Only you would know and feel it,
No one else could...
Hear it,
See it,
Or
Feel it.
It makes you feel cold,
It makes you want it,
So desperately.
You know you can do it,
But there is a barrier,
Blocking you from reaching it.
You felt like a blunt knife pokes to your heart,
It's not sharp,
For some reason, it is blunt.
No words can described it...
Because,

It's feelings.